$\"gelincik\"$ <\/a>G\u00fcne\u015f batt\u0131, imbat serinli\u011fi ba\u015flad\u0131. Urla’da, iki kad\u0131n, bir \u00e7ocuk ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir ihtiyar, sahipsiz bir sokak kedisi, belediye park\u0131ndaki leylaklar, s\u00fcmb\u00fcller, sardunyalar, palmiyeler, somurtkan d\u00f6rt menek\u015fe, balkonlardaki \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar, saks\u0131lardaki fesle\u011fenler, kaynana dilleri, kakt\u00fcsler, kesilmeyi bekleyen iki yorgun \u00e7\u0131nar, be\u015f kavak a\u011fac\u0131, bir saksa\u011fan, \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ift kumru, sekiz g\u00fcverci, onbir ser\u00e7e ve camdan bakan Selma Ba\u015fe\u011fmez; lacivert giysili be\u015f adam\u0131n, siyah pantolonlu, beyaz g\u00f6mlekli, ye\u015fil keten ayakkab\u0131l\u0131, yirmi yirmi be\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda orta boylu birini, yani Nesrin’in Yusuf’unu, beyaz Renault bir otomobile do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcklerken g\u00f6rd\u00fcler.On bir y\u0131l sonra Alman arkeolog Gisela Burger’in Beykoz orman\u0131nda iskeletini buldu\u011fu gen\u00e7 adam bo\u011fu\u015fmas\u0131na bo\u011fu\u015ftu ama, „Ad\u0131m Den<\/em>iz<\/em> T\u00fcrko<\/em>\u011flu<\/em>, beni kaybedecekler!“ diye ba\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131. GEL\u0130NC\u0130K TARLASI | Belge Yay\u0131nevi, \u0130stanbul 1999<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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$\"kiyametg\u00fcn\u00fc\"$ <\/a>Ben pina kabuklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde a\u011flayan, a\u011f\u0131tlar s\u00f6yleyen, su\u00e7layan, sitemk\u00e2r bakan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n, kad\u0131nlar\u0131n, erkeklerin y\u00fczlerinde kendi y\u00fcz \u00e7izgilerimi ararken suskun, \u00dcmit Bey, „Bunlar k\u0131yamet g\u00fcn\u00fc yarg\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131d\u0131r.“ diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. \u0130srafilin borusu \u00f6tt\u00fc o s\u0131rada, Kara Delik<\/em> tablosu as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 karanl\u0131k kaplad\u0131. Mahzen tavan\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p, \u00e7arp\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00f6l\u00fc ku\u015flar gibi yery\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcklerini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Karanl\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 sonra. Alaca karanl\u0131kta denizler ve kay\u0131p denizlere dair kitaplar\u0131n kahramanlar\u0131 kelimeler olmaktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p canland\u0131lar, kuzular odas\u0131n\u0131n masklar\u0131 ete kemi\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Didon sakall\u0131 Ovannes Efendi ezilmi\u015f kafas\u0131ndaki kanlar\u0131 temizleyerek aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Lepiska sa\u00e7l\u0131 Anahit<\/em> at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 sarn\u0131\u00e7tan, \u00fczerine ya\u011fan cesetlerin alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, bedevi giysili Fehimdar’\u0131n at\u0131na atlad\u0131. Top dibinde g\u00f6lgesini bulup \u00fcst\u00fcne ge\u00e7iren Dikran<\/em>, ads\u0131z anne, b\u00fct\u00fcn kan\u0131 karde\u015finin \u00fczerine akan Ara<\/em> uyand\u0131lar. Sonra da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n karlar\u0131 eridi, ayak\u00fcst\u00fc donmu\u015f Nurhan <\/em>g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131. Ve sonra yetmi\u015f bir melek yetmi\u015f bin zincirle ba\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fi yery\u00fcz\u00fcne indirdiler. Hat\u0131rlanmaktan korkulan ge\u00e7mi\u015f, u\u011fultulu bir kalabal\u0131k oldu da, kurtlar gibi uluyan bir toplulu\u011fun \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc kesti. G\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131 kilitlenmi\u015f, dilleri ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 onlar\u0131n. Y\u00fczleri yoktu. „Amca bizi niye \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn?“ diye soran \u00e7ocuklara, „Efendi biz ne yapt\u0131k size?“ diye sitem eden erkeklere, „Sizi de bizim gibi kad\u0131nlar do\u011furmad\u0131 m\u0131?“ diye soran kad\u0131nlara cevap veremiyorlard\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015f „Cezalar\u0131n\u0131 verin!“ diye k\u00fckr\u00fcyordu \u00f6fkeyle. „K\u0131sasa k\u0131sas“ sesleri „Sonsuza dek utan\u00e7!“ hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda duyulmuyordu.<\/p>\n
„Sonsuza dek utan\u00e7 \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ceza de\u011fil mi?“ diye sorunca \u00dcmit Bey, „Az bile“ demek geldi i\u00e7imden ama sustum. „Belki“ diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 \u00dcmit Bey, „Evlerimizde k\u00fcsk\u00fcn ruhlar dola\u015f\u0131yor olsa bile, sonsuza dek utan\u00e7tan kurtulman\u0131n bir yolu bulunabilir.“<\/p>\n
K\u0131yamet G\u00fcn\u00fc Yarg\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131 | Belge Yay\u0131nevi | \u0130stanbul 1999 (Almanca: Die Richter des J\u00fcngsten Gerichts | Kitab Verlag | Klagefurt 2007 und 20010<\/p>\n
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